dasein said i have to slow down. to write it out how i want people to hear it, not say what im thinking. my twitter friend, not the ontological concept. whatever. brazil-ification. im not sure brazil is the right word though. zimbabwe. or look at downtown aleppo before 2004 or…

i lost four friends in past year, during the JoeBiden5gCoronavirus. two killed themselves and two overdosed on heroin. all within 5 weeks of each other. thanks guys! so i started doing jiujitsu. even then, in the depths of my grief, i wanted “dancing”. i tried to join a muay thai…

Find me a regular girl today, 6/10 face, 2–3 hobbies, no real political leanings beyond a public front, and thin. Impossible I would say. If she’s thin, and it is the present day, there’s something else going on. Why weren’t women in the 90s fat? Even up until 2008, the…